Let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe. Hebrews 12:28b

We're back from Iowa City and had a good day. Once again, the tumor is "stable" as the doctor's called it. They said that it is basically the same size as before. We were able to look at the scans and a couple of the images looked as if it's slightly smaller, but the doctors explained that this could be because of how my head and neck were positioned each time during the MRIs.

We were able to get some questions answered and I also have more appointments set up - with an ENT dr and also my eye dr. I'm feeling great and it's so encouraging seeing my hair start to grow back, being able to eat foods I couldn't just weeks ago, and noticing slight changes in my vision and hearing. I've got a ways to go, but seeing progress! My next check-up is in February.

Short post tonight, as I'm super tired. Hope to talk to you all soon!

Trip to Iowa City

He is my loving God and my fortress,

my stronghold and my deliverer,

my shield, in whom I take refuge.

Psalm 144:2

It's already time for my next MRI. My last one was August 19 and now we're heading back to Iowa City tomorrow morning (Nov 2) for my next check-up. The last few months have included lots of highs and also lots of lows. I've been sick on and off as my immune system is weak due to the treatment I went through. I seem to catch every bug that's going around. I've had strep throat, a cold, a sinus infection, and the latest is a rare skin rash. But the positive through all of it is that I've had no major headaches!

On the bright side, in the past few weeks, my hair has started to grow back! My sister, Haylie, the stylist, had to take a look and we were all so excited that it was just starting to peak through. And even better is that it's the same color as the rest of my hair (there's a chance it could have grown back differently). The other good news is that I'm starting to gain back my taste buds. I haven't been able to eat cooked tomato foods (like pasta sauce, pizza sauce, salsa) because of my taste buds. They would leave a horrible, bitter taste in my mouth. However, in recent weeks, I've been able to eat these again! We also have hope that my hearing is getting slightly better. I was able to talk to Zac on the phone with my "bad" ear and feel like I could hear him better than before. But we'll need to have it checked in months to come. One by one, things are starting to heal.

Please pray for my MRI and appointments Monday. We are praying for a great report from the MRI. We are also hoping for answers to some of the questions we have. Pray for great wisdom for my doctor's and nurses. We will keep you updated on how things go!

How Beautiful

You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God's wrath through him! For if, when we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life! Not only is this so, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation. Romans 5:6-11

As you may have noticed, I've added a new song for you to listen to. The song is "How Beautiful" by Twila Paris. It's often played at weddings, so I think I always assumed that it was about the bride and the groom. But today I heard it and really listened to the words. It actually talks about how beautiful Christ is. He laid down His life for us. He took all our sins. He made the ultimate sacrifice. And how beautiful is the body of Christ, the children of God who give and forgive. And how beautiful is the one who waits for heaven, who glows with the promise of heaven.

How beautiful is Christ! I pray that each one of you reading this knows how beautiful He is!!! Because we were unable to follow all of God's commands and therefore sinned against God, God sent his son, Jesus Christ, as a sacrifice. Christ gave his life on the cross, so in exchange, we could live for eternity. All we have to do is ask God for forgiveness and accept his son into our hearts as our Lord and Savior. How beautiful it is to know that we'll be heaven one day.

And how beautiful is the body of Christ - those of us who have believed in Christ. Zac and I have experienced the beauty and love of so many of you over the past few months. You have loved us and cared for us. You have encouraged us and prayed for us. You are truly beautiful.

Please read the words below and let them sink in. How beautiful is Christ and what he has done for us. May you know that and live that out each day. May you accept the beauty of what he's done for you.

How beautiful the hands that served

the wine and the bread and the sons of the earth.

How beautiful the feet that walked

the long dusty roads and the hill to the cross.

How beautiful. How beautiful.

How beautiful is the body of Christ.

How beautiful the heart that bled,

that took all my sin and bore it instead.

How beautiful the tender eyes

that choose to forgive and never despise.

How beautiful. How beautiful.

How beautiful is the body of Christ.

And as He laid down His life

we offer this sacrifice

that we will live just as he died:

willing to pay the price, willing to pay the price.

How beautiful the radient bride

who waits for her Groom with His light in her eyes.

How beautiful when humble hearts give

the fruit of pure lives so that others may live.

How beautiful. How beautiful.

How beautiful is the body of Christ.

How beautiful the feet that bring

the sound of good news and the love of the King.

How beautiful the hands that serve

the wine and the bread and the sons of the earth.

How beautiful. How beautiful.

How beautiful is the body of Christ.

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

2 Corinthians 5:16-18

Sorry for the lack of updates lately! There hasn't really been much to report...so no news is good news I guess. Thanks to all who have left comments or emailed us regarding my mask. We've had lots of fun reading them and plan on using some of the ideas over the next few months. Pictures to come!! Please keep sending us your ideas!!

We've updated the prayer requests just a bit as things improve slightly. One of those is my hearing. Although I still have the ringing and loss of hearing in the right ear, the extreme sensitivity I was experiencing has been healed. Please continue to pray with us...not only do we want to shrink the tumor, but let's shrink the prayer list!

I've dealt with so many side effects and different illnesses over the past few months. If it's not the nausea, it's blurry vision. If it's not hair loss, it's hearing loss. I've then had to deal with extreme allergies and a sinus infection in the past couple weeks. Zac and I often just look at each other and laugh. It's sometimes all we can do. But our strength is renewed each day as we remember that this life is only temporary. We look forward, with joy, to the life we'll live in eternity. No more sorrow. No more pain. I pray that you have that same hope and that you've fixed your eyes on CHRIST and what is eternal.

The Mask...

Praise the LORD. Praise the LORD from the heavens, praise him in the heights above. Praise him, all his angels, praise him, all his heavenly hosts. Praise him, sun and moon, praise him, all you shining stars. Praise him, you highest heavens and you waters above the skies. Let them praise the name of the LORD, for he commanded and they were created.
Psalm 148:1-5

It's time for a fun post!! So on my last day of radiation, one of the girls asked me, "Would you like to take your mask with you?" What? Are you kidding me? Why would I want to remember something like that? My response with a laugh was: "Only so I can burn it." She laughed, handed it to me, and said her goodbyes. So now I'm stuck with this beloved mask.

Zac and I thought it would be fun to have all of our blog followers help us decide what to do with the lovely mask. It can be a fun and clever way to destroy it. Or maybe a funny way to display it. Or any other clever thing you can think of (no offense will be taken - all ideas welcome!) I've included a picture of me wearing the mask and also a picture of what I got to bring home. We know you're creative, so give us your ideas. Click on the "comment" link below. If you're technically challenged, email me your ideas at stacieranee@hotmail.com. We want to hear from you!!! We'll give you a few weeks before we decide the winner. Have fun!!